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Wednesday, August 26, 2020

Dream

 I actually dreamt about something nice....

Remembering it when I woke up as it ends....

I dreamt about the past....it's like a what-if scenario...?


She came near me, doing some stuffs, before talking to me

She said to me, ''You like 'some other person's nickname' right?''

Can't remember the nickname of that other person, or who is was

But I replied to her, 'No'

She asks me, then who do you like....

Feeling kinda nervous but confident enough, I said to her, 'You'

While smiling to her, with movement of my eyes too haha....

She seems happy and acts surprised....(laugh)

She then came close and tell me that she will contact me later

Like after school or something

I could sense alot of people around watching and giving the gleaming look and grin haha....


And the dream ends

I could still feel the excitement in me....really really happy

Feel like bursting out in joy

It's like the feeling of getting our First Love?

Yea....definitely something like that


Maybe it's telling me even after all these years....

My feelings are still the same and will never fade....

But reality could be cruel, its not always gonna be that easy

I know....but there's too much to talk about, think I would just leave it at that


With this, I've also thought about what if now as our present self, together with others

Went back to the past of that time, during some point in class, while retaining all our memories....

Think that scenario will be quite something.....



Monday, August 10, 2020

Recurring Nightmare




我又梦见同样的噩梦了。。。

这次反而被我惊醒时记住了

是一个女鬼。。。

而且在梦界里好像是认识的人

感觉好像是 ‘妈妈’。。?



印象很深刻,是在一间简单的白色屋内

就是会看到她在不同地区,摔 / 跌 在地上

三次,然后脸部会闪回‘破裂’的姿态




第三次很清楚是在房间里

然后接着我记得,凭我的行动,会有不同的续展。。。




然后我会有这样的感觉,已很清楚是因为我已经做过这样的梦了




接下来差不多就是这样的恐怖。。。

她变成很恐怖的模式追来


我不是在编故事

这是我目前曾记忆还有些清晰而记载下来的


老实说,通常我不害怕什么鬼

因为我没有做什么害人的事,没做什么亏心事

有什么好害怕的

但很奇怪,在这个噩梦里,我竟然感到恐惧

然后醒来后,也还依旧感受得到那份恐惧感


接着,我脑中就试着联想里头有什么跟我能想到的很接近

然后答案就是这一个叫 ‘纸人’ 的恐怖游戏

虽然不是百分百的相似,但有某种联想得到的感觉

因为记起了这段梦,我也想起噩梦里的别段,有类似相似的元素




像是这些穿着这套古装的,还有京剧里头那些大戏的人物。。。

突然之间觉得这些很有恐怖的感觉?


坦白说,我上面贴图中的这个第一部 ‘纸人’ 游戏,我并没有看过

什么意思?

我只看过人家玩这个游戏的第二部,也就是 ‘纸人 2’

而这个第一部我完全没有看过,直到噩梦醒来时

才去搜寻看的



依资料看,会有重复噩梦,或许和生活中某些精神上的压力有关。。。


好,目前就记载到这里